Suddenly,
I don't know what I want exactly.

Suddenly,
I don't know what it takes for me to be happy once again.

Suddenly,
I blanked out.


Suddenly,

I lost myself.

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Well... I dun really know how to start a blog.
In fact, I'm not that good in writing. Pardon me, sorry. =)

Have played Perfect World for nearly 1 year.
Did I gain anything? ... I don't know. I can't tell myself I get someone I love.
Does he love me? Does he really care about me? Does he really ... need me?

I spent some times on waking up myself from the previous relationship.
I attempted to give up everything... It's really sooooo tough...


Yet I'm feeling more miserable now.

... Should I fall in love with him?

I've really no answer. I'm lost.....

I just wanna feel that im needed to u...

But sometimes i feel that im like nobody...

Do you ... really love me ...?

Disappointed.
Totally...