Tough times may not be over yet, but at least I'm not feeling so miserable now.

Instead of spending all my time and effort trying to salvage things, I've decided to use my time and effort trying to let go and move on.

Of course, either way is not going to be easy for me. But, I decided to move on because I am really sick and tired of everything.

Therefore I say,
I GIVE UP.

In fact, I would not be the person I am today, if it wasn't for all the difficult moments and all the difficult times that I've survived through. What was seemingly negative then, turned out to be such a positive for me.

There had been too many lies, backstabbing and mistrust. All the drifting apart, plasticity and evil schemes.

It didn't take long for me to see the true colours of the fakers. All their lies, plasticity, fag-hag actions and acting. I believe in retribution, and one day their turn will come. What comes around goes around. I have nothing more to say.

But the most disappointing fact was the backstabbing and betrayal of my friends. To think I trusted them implicitly. Yet they betrayed my trust and stabbed me from behind.

I had naively thoughts. I always think that even the friendship is come from online game. But the friendship is REAL.
Yeah, friendship is real, indeed. So fakers will appear in the same time too. Even it's just only a game.


Trust me, I'll grow stronger from it all, I swear.