Teach me how to undo the done.
Teach me how to resurrect the dead.
Teach me how to salvage the perished.
Teach me how to reverse the irreversible.

Teach me how to heal... a broken heart.

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This time,
It's really over…

Should I start by telling how much I love you? Or should that be the way things end?

There were times I really regretted what I did. But maybe because I was too impulsive, or maybe it was because of ego, I never failed to break your heart. Recalling how many times I had broken your heart and caused you so much unnecessary pain, I feel like taking a knife and plunging it into mine.

There was actually someone whom loved and cared so much about me, yet all I know was to keep hurting that heart. It must have been very hard on you. Come to think of it, you were the source of all my joy and laughter, but it seems to me that I brought you more sadness than smiles.

I failed utterly as a lover.
I failed even more utterly as your lover.
The way how things have turned out, I could not blame anyone except myself. You said it wasn't my fault. But when I think it all again, I know the way I complaint made you feel so stressed and pain. I'm sorry, once again.

To be honest, I'm not sure if I could carry on my life without you.

You said you love me. You said you are really addicted to loving me. You didn't know why, but you said you would stand by my side forever.

And you told me, I'll never end up as one of your previous ex-s.

Our relationship got challenged by the test of time. We, or rather, I myself, gradually forgot about the love between us. I took things for granted. I took you for granted.

The times I had with you were truly the happiest months I ever had in my whole life.

But now you're setting the path for me... I've no more choices besides leaving you...
I'll leave... Since you're happy with it =)

You were everything I could ever wish for.

If you won't accept me in this lifetime,
Will you accept me in the next?
Because I'll still be waiting... I promise...