Well.. The thing I always worried finally happened.
You finally appeared to me since we didn't contact each other for such a long time.

Before I begin, I have to clarify that this post is writted under over-emotioned. DO NOT expect good English.

I am really confused. And I can't tell it's about whose faults.

How long was it...? Oh sorry I really can't remember. But it was such a miserable period I had.
I loved you. TRULY loved you.

How much reasons have you given to me?
You have no enough money, you lost your job, your parents quarrelled everyday, your grandfather passed away and your phone spoilt.
I trust you. I SWEAR.
And I will never think they are just excuses that you simply shraged to me.
(Could you just stop saying that I never trusted you at all?
It's so fucking iritating.)

Yet, I said I would wait for you. You didn't answer.
I asked you how many times that when you would be back to me. You didnt answer.
I texted you. You didn't reply.
And I asked you. DO WE HAVE THE CHANCE TO BECOME LOVERS AFTER YOU LEFT THE GAME? You didnt answer me too.

You didnt dare to face the questions I gave to you.
So did you think about MY FEELINGS?
Do you know how miserable I was when you didn't reply my message and ignored me?

YOU DIDN'T DARE TO FACE OUR PROBLEMS YET YOU BLAMED IT ALL ON ME!!

Why can't I accept him since you never gave me an answer about our future?
What promises did you give to me and did you fulfill them?

No, YOU NEVER.
Don't you think you're really selfish?


I'm truly disappointed to you,
Since you used those words to scold me.
And those words made all the feelings towards you FADED AWAY, totally.
I just couldn't trust those words were come from you.
It hurts. It really does.

But please remember.
I'll never hate you, cause I loved you.
But please... let me go...